Macam biasalah, bila you realize that your kids are growing up too fast ie, bila sedar badan dia makin panjang, muka dia dah berlain, keletah pun macam budak besau, dengan spontannya you tell them, please dont grow up so fast.
Umaira: "Napa mummy? Napa takleh grow up fast?"
Me: "Nanti Umaira n Ulfa dah besau, mula ada boyfriend, then kahwin then tak duduk ngn mummy dah..."
Umaira: "I dont want to have bofren, I want to be with you always.." (statement menusuk kalbu grade A nih!)
Ulfa: "But, kalau takde boyfren and kahwin, then how to have baby?" (tak padan ngn budak umur 5 tahun, tau ke leh buat apa ngn bf sampai leh ada baby ni? Hmmmm...)
Mummy: "Yeah Umaira, Mummy nak ada baby, so that I can be grandmother like tok mama."
Umaira: (Dalam nada sedih sedan) "Tapi nanti Mummy jadi grandmother, jadi nenek, nanti Umaira rindu..."
Me: "La pasai pa plak nak rindu?"
Umaira: "Nanti Mummy jadi tua and nanti Mummy mati..." (GULP!)
Me: "Belum lagi... Kan Mummy ada ni..." (Gila macam ayat drama dah ni.)
Umaira: "Kalau tok mama mati macam mana mummy?"
AAAGGGHH!!! Now I am totally disturbed. I cannot imagine ke tahap itu. Padan muka sendiri sebab provoke anak cakap bebukan. All I know, I will be totally devastated, but till then, there's no way I want to think about it.
It made Umaira so sad tonite (Ulfa dah blah bila tengok conversation became to mellow), and I'm all sad too...
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