We visited alia at IJN today. M very impressed with the new wing. Sangat kemas and banyak kedai. But malangnya time ni lah cafe dia tutup nak renovate. Just this one day. Sbb x breakfast and visiting hours lagi sejam so lahaplah apa yg ada kat Gloria Jeans. Sbb dah lapar, apa pun sodap.
Tup2 time nak visit tu ada emergency kat was MICU where alia is so only nyaris 1pm baru leh ziarah. Tu pun kids x dibenarkan. Fine. Daddy naik dulu then mummy plak sbb sapa nak tgok budak2 kan. Kita ikut rules dah ditetaplan wpun I know my kids naaaaak sgt tgok their little cousin. So Mummy amikkan gambar supaya depa lepas rindu...
Our little Alia. She's almost two. Berat baru 6kg lebe skit. Lahir ada tiga lubang kat jantung. Tapi Allah tu Maha Penyayang, she's such a great kid. X susah nak jaga walaupun ada condition and Alhamdulillah Leh rawat kat IJN. Masa jumpa dia last week, dia baru belajar jalan. Lambat skit dri kids lain tapi tetap positif. If she smiles mmg ceria suasana wpun she doesnt utter a word. (She only speaks to her parents n siblings). And syukur dah boleh operate last Thursday evening. And ops wasnt awal, dlm sejam setengah setel. Now recovering and urat biru kat dahi makin hilang. Bibir pun dah pink skit. Kalau tanya napa dia tdo berlenggeng mcm tu, mmg dia x suka selimut ya. Nurses pun seriau sbb bilik tu sujuks.
I saw other kids in the ward. Semua sakit jantung. Kids younger than Alia. The kid yg tetiba emergency tu baru setahun setengah. Mak dia x dibenarkan masuk. Spoke a while with the mom. "Anak saya dah nazak..." Luruh jantung kita mendengarnya. What to say to her selain "Akak banyak2 doakan dia ya..." Tapi maybe she knows her child is slowly going. Sbb masa dia register nak melawat, hubs kata she was already crying. Luluh hati ni. I saw a glimpse of the child. She moved her feet, mcm gelisah. The nurses were still working on her. Sian baby Mummy. Mungkin x selesa. Ringankanlah beban dia ya Allah. Sian kat dia...
Sleep well dear princesses. My prayers are with you...
Little Alia, asleep.
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